I find that most days my anytime almost every question’s answer is “I don’t know”. Person•How are you? Me• I don’t know. Person•you’ll be okay! It just takes time. Me• I don’t know. I feel this awakening gray sandstorm in me and the rain falls from my eyes. Nothing will fill this void. I missContinue reading “I don’t know.”
Mom is being moved to intensive care soon.
Cancer is a monster
“If you want to take the island, burn your fucking boats an you will take the island, people who are willing to die to succeed tend to succeed. Most of us give ourselves outs, that’s why we don’t have what we want” -Tony Robbins
I have complete alcohol blackouts due to occasional emotional induced binge drinking. I don’t know why I even consume alcohol knowing I shouldn’t. The shame that comes afterwards clings so tightly. I know being hard on oneself delays the process of trying to learn why and try to better yourself so the next time IContinue reading “Shame is so very heavy”